Sunday, January 23, 2011

Morning(Mourning) after Dawn.


Well so we got posted to Delhi...almost five years back and coming here was like, i couldn't make up my mind whether i was happy about it or sad. I mean seriously going to such a place is like being in one of the most important cities of the country,but you see the worst part of getting posted out every few years is like it takes time to adjust. My last few postings were all in small towns so i knew Delhi was going to be a challenge for me and i had to face it. I knew it is hell forward compared to the city i was coming from. Rest was left to be faced.


I came here and as expected my first day of school was pathetic, no one bothered to come up and talk and to add on to it my so called class teacher gave my responsibility to some girl to help me adjust, that actually never happened , upon that she took me as a burden on her. Whatever, i had to survive anyhow.


One day i thought i will be cheerful not like the way i am emotional and very conserved,and that day itself i messed up,i accidently ended up fighting and crying, whatever enthusiasm i had collected all washed away. I lost all the hope that i would ever adjust to such a place.
Then it happened all the new students who were suffering the same situation started spending time together and finally i ADJUSTED...then came my best friend into my story since then,till today and i am  sure FOREVER miss Srishti...i love you darling..


Delhi then eventually started becoming normal i mean just like the same all other stations i had been to, there was nothing special.(i know its getting kind of boring but i have to tell you all this to introduce the people in my life who made it the way it is)


We got our new house and we shifted there,aah i forgot to tell you i was coming from a girls school and here too i joined one,interaction with guys for me was near impossible. The place i shifted had all the guys as my neighbor so no talking from my side for sure. My brother was well adjusted every evening he used to spend with the new friends he made, all soccer fans... and ya all guys. I didnt even know one of them.


Very soon i got new neighbor they had two daughters i finally was going to get some company(as i thought) and to my hard luck they never interacted,so did i...like i said i am very conserved.


So now those two girls one of them one year younger to me Abhiviti, is the one i told you the only enemy i have and yes she is the one who plays a very important role in my life. I hate her and love her at the same time.


So,the scene in delhi was still the same...lets see what happens next...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

The Dawn.

Hey people....well,this is my 1st blog... (obviously you know it).
and i am seriously very excited about it...since 3-4 days i have been thinking how am i  going to introduce myself to you,or where to start from,or what all should i tell you...but then i thought i should leave it all on my heart...because i believe things spoken from heart are something filled with emotions,love, and most importantly truth...


WELL, enough of speech..hehe....this blog of mine will be something i would share from my bag of experience..nothing like a grandma story... but how i percieved life and love and how it actually happend to me...believe me there is a HUGE difference between the two...


I am sure many of you reading this would agree because love is not what happens to one or two odd persons but to everyone...and i will try my level best to make it as intresting and as realistic as it ought to be..and something which everyone can relate to...mind it i would try..after all shakespeare i am not that i can easily make it the best..i know most you would be regular to many other blogs and some of which would be ten folds better than mine..but all i would say is that my intention is not to make it the most read blog but something that people i.e you ..(my new family) would become addicted to...i hope it happens so...(fingers crossed)


So where to start with...i am seventeen and am not gonna start with my year 1...hahah....the way i have planned is quite simple..there are many characters just as the way everyone has in thier life..so do i...i am not very popular but i am amicable, i make sure that i do whatever is possible on my side to help my friends out....and frankly speaking its not at all easy...thats because sometime down the journey there would be one odd person who starts hating you...and creats difficulties in your life. I have tried alot not to care about them but situation dont let that happen...it doesnt allow you to be so casual atleast thats not in my case...everyone matters to me even my ENEMY...(though i have just 1 at present)..and thats the only person who made my life so so...i would say interesting... 

My dad is in army and we get posted out every two years but my stay in DELHI has still not ended...and i wish it doesnt ever :D . Its been four and half year in this place and we are still here..and i dont know how much more...we can get posted out any time.. :(


Lets see WHAT my DESTINY DEMANDS!!!